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come the one who carries what's left of
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please don't come any
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closer don't force me to think about
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enough enough of being torn apart and
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stitched back together
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enough of being used shaped and forced
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to be something I'm not do you know what
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it is like to be a king of
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nothing to see the people you swore to
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protect suffer because of your
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worse in your name i've seen towns burnt
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ground families destroyed
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all because someone thought it would
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good and they called it
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loyalty they called it
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justice i've been dragged through every
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dream every lie they've built around
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tired of the weight of the
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expectations of all of it and most of
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failing he thinks ending me will free
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Avalon but what then without an idea a
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light to guide them they'll stumble lose
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their way and turn on each other people
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always seek something to follow
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something to believe in take that away
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and they'll tear each other apart trying
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to find it or worse build something even
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orin wants a king not
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me he doesn't see the broken man behind
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myth he sees a symbol a weapon to wield
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weirdness but symbols aren't people
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empty and the more they're used the more
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they hollow out the one who carries them
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that's all I've ever been to Orin and
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the druids do you know what it's like to
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be a weapon to be forged sharpened and
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release i want to stop being a tool in
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their endless struggle kill me
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destroy the last piece of me and use the
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energy however you wish take it yourself
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and become the new king give it to
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care just don't let me come back again
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king just as a simple normal human being
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way there's always another way isn't
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there another cycle another
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resurrection another lie to keep the
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enough i don't want another
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chance i want this to be
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over isn't that what you've been doing
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along carrying what's left of
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him you've already taken up the humanity
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i was meant to represent doesn't that
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prove Arthur doesn't need me
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anymore i don't care do you know how
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freeing that is to finally not care what
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happens next whether Orin gets his king
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or Karadok gets his ruin to not feel the
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burden of all my failures to not see my
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memory tarnished my plans goals and
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ambitions dragged through the mud to not
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see the suffering my name
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causes no more deaths in my
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shadow no more kingdoms built on my
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bones do what you think is
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right that's all I can tell you because
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decide it will finally be your
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that that's the only thing I've ever
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choice i don't care who you side with
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Orin Karadok or no one at all
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soul use it take it for
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yourself or give it to someone
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else i don't even want to
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know do what you will with
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it just let me go let me finally rest
